Tuesday 10 :)

1. I had a pretty good weekend, had a girly sleep over on Friday night at my friend Brittanys.... There were no broken bones and no other trouble, which that is first when we all get together. lol

2. My dear friend Rana keeps reminding me how much longer til our husbands graduate and its only 9wks and 2days! YIKES but so exciting....

3. Bachelor was so dumb and I was extremely disappointed. It may be my last one we will see haha

4. Later this week its suppose to be in the high 70s or 80s and I am super excited because that means spring then summer! I have seen a few flowers on the side of the road come up and it just makes me smile!!!!

5. I am on my last book of Twilight and I will be done, I told you I would finish it! I absolutely loved them, the way the writer paints a picture in your head makes you want to just keep reading.

6. This weekend I am going to Texas to see a childhood friend that I havent seen in a long time and she is recovery from a back surgery. (But I am missing my friend singing in church, I atleast I get to hear her sing in the car with my at times and beside me in church :) )

7. This time next week I will be working 9-1 at my job, part of me is excited.... what am I going to do with all this extra time????? Actually work out or start going through things to get rid of so I can pack???? Then the other side of me is like BILLS BILLS BILLS.... But then God speaks to me about that haha I guess we will just see uh?!?!?

8. I love my husband soo much and I am thankful that God gave him the patience to deal with things and ME! lol

9. I went to a youth rally on Saturday and had so much fun.... It was a blessing to see the kids make decisions and just the excitement. I hadnt been to one since high school, I forgot how much I really missed them and all the decisions I had made at them.

10. I was a little hesitatant to write about this in my blog but it is something that is still in my mind... Ty and I had our first "offer" so to speak for a youth pastor position. This guy had been praying for us for several months and it wasnt someone I would just say yes without thinking about it. I at first was NO! lol Then I came back down and realized that I hadnt even asked God what he wanted. So ofcourse the "right " thing to do was to pray about it and discuss it with your husband. I still was very unsure about the whole situation, the guy kept calling and was wanting to move sooo fast and we just had prayed not even 24hrs. We were new at this and didnt want to make anymore mistakes, like we did the moment we were offered! lol So needless to say we are still praying about it but my heart is not at any peace about it ( I know its only been what a week) but if I gain anything out of this whole experience is that how to truly seek God in that you are putting not just YOURSELF in His hands but your entire life,family and future. I know your probably thinking well Duh! Ofcourse your suppose to rely all those things on him but its alot harder than I could imagine. I am a control freak and this whole situation of not knowing where I am going in about 9wks, or where I am living is driving me mad! As a child I didnt have much consistancy in my life and so when I got older and I could control what I could do and knew I wouldnt fail myself,I felt at ease. But if I would have realized when I was younger that God is that one Father that will never let you down and because he does know our future we can rest at ease in Him.... I probably wouldnt have sucha struggle with it today! But I can see how much I have learned about all this in just a short period. I am still very excited to see what God has for us and until them I will still work on being content in the state I am in! :)